What is Joel Michael Fucking Reardon?
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joel, this is my heart to you.. you had it right from the beggining..u own it.. u own me, i belong to u.. phisically mentally, ENTiRELY!and it hurts to know u don't care.. never have, and never will.. me to u, i am like a ballerina in a box.. i sit on ur shelves behind ur trophies whom cast a shaddow upon my being.. and when u run out of prisez.. u take out ur jewelery box n watch that ballerina dance around u.. just playing her like ur pupet.. that ballerina being me.. although my heart is a game u like to play.. i would like it back.. i fail grades for u.. i cry fo u.. i cut for u.. i dont sleep for u.. i care for u.. i need u................
I LOVE U!
u mean everything and anything to u.
and no matter how many times i ALMOST finish the race.. the race to ur heart..
i trip at the finish line, and all i end up with are bruises and make up smudges.. and some almost happy memories.. which seem to fade in the hollow of my heart...
there is no way to expalain my feelings for u.. ur just worth more than i have to give i guess..
my hopes and dreams.. they end here..
my words have faded away from me..
i can no longer speak..
i used to get out of bed just to see ur face.. i used to try so hard to not make mistakes.. i cry all night but i guess its just faith..
i lOve u joel
i fucking lOve u!
xx
kendra
i love u joel michael fucking reardon.. now and forever
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